sometimes living in this house makes me feel enclosed,trapped,unable to say or feel how i want. theres time i just wanna get up and leave to be alone with my thoughts. at times i want to just go out in the pouring rain and be surrounded by nature. As gay as it may sound,this society has us poisoned and im sick of trying to fit into the mould of a typical 17yr old girl because that itself,is an uphill struggle.